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I've had all day to sit on my ass and think about life.
Egh having nothing to do can make you feel like you just ran a marathon in your head.

I mean I have nothing to be angry about.
Nothing to pitty myself with.
No one to be angry at.
I'm completely content.
This is what I wanted.

I feel like things have changed a lot.
When all of this stupid crap felt wrong in my life I would sit there and just think.
But now, there's really nothing wrong in my life, and I feel like I have no time to think about anything. (Aside from now)

Last year at this time all I was thinking about was how I want all the douche bag boys in my life to disapear and stop treating me like crap.
Well I've done such a good job of getting rid of them all that there's no one left.

Is pushing douchebags or potential douchebags out of your life better than having a douchebag at all?

I think i could have picked a beter word than douchebag, but whatever.

I'm not completely happy.
Maybe happiness isn't what we all really need in life.

What everyone needs is someone that understands and accepts them for every flaw.
I believe I have friends that fufull just this, but there's something missing.

Who knows.
I dont even know the point of writing this.
But oh well.